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33 weeks 2 days

Currently I am counting down. Not to the due date, but to the day I finish work, next Tuesday. So many things have been put off to then. This includes doing any Christmas present organising, packing a bag for the hospital, washing copious amounts of baby clothes, actually sorting through the things that people have gifted/loaned me, getting a hair cut, doing maternity/pregnancy photo shoot (I have a photographer, but no clear idea what I want, I do have some ideas about what I don’t want) etc.

So much stuff to do. First things first, I need to get healthy (shaking off a cold now) and finish work.

Things I have to look forward to after finishing work:
Having time to visit with people (have 2 other pregnant women booked to visit me next Thursday).
Having time to do craft (there is sewing, knitting and kitchen-y stuff I want to do).
Sleeping in.
Hydrotherapy courses.
Baby shower (catching up with a bunch of people will be good, recent cold has sadly meant I have missed out on some socialising).

Things I am not looking forward to when I finish work:
Getting bigger and bigger and tireder and tireder and more stretch marky until finally I pop… I mean give birth.

Yeah.

Point of Fashion: Why did I wear a white top??
Current Obsession: Prepping my seniors.

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29 weeks 5 days

So, I’ve been having to tell myself recently to not take everything my body does (pregnancy wise) personally. It’s not like it’s out to punish me. I don’t blame baby (which is good, right), but I do occasionally rail at Beau. After all, how fair is it that I:
-can’t roll over in bed without hurting myself
-no longer have an innie
-have puffy ankles (the whole feet were up but have mostly back down, I was worried for the day they were fatty puff monsters though)
– can’t sit cross legged for any period of time (feet turning blue!)
– have weird digestion things happening

and he… has had no change. Ok, he fetches things a bit more for me and well, that’s about it. I’d say he has to put up with me whining, but that’s not new with the pregnancy 😉 I do know that he worries about me, especially when I inadvertantly groan in pain.

On the other hand, I kind of feel sorry for him. I mean, he doesn’t get to feel the joy that is our baby. It’s sappy, I know, but sometimes, when Sweets is wriggling, I just start laughing. Othertimes, I tell sweets to shush, because I’m doing something important and don’t want to be distracted… like playing Bejewelled. Then, the superstition kicks in, the fear that maybe Sweets will stop moving. So I take it back. Ah, mindless superstition.

In other news, I tried and failed to get into the hospital breastfeeding classes. Which kinda sucks. However, they would have clashed with my antenatal yoga and I’ve found out about a different hospital BF class that I should be able to attend. Sweet.

Also, went to physio today for pelvic pain and I’ve gotten into the hydrotherapy classes! I’ve heard these are really good and I’m looking forward to them, won’t start doing these until I finish work, but that’s only a month away, so yays.

Sometimes, I’m kinda like, woah, this is a lot of classes for stuff and do I really need them? eg my Mum successfully breastfed us and never went to any classes. But I’m a bit of a swot and I’m all, if knowledge is available to me, I should try and get it. Plus, I kinda like seeing and hanging out with other pregger people. We’re all in the same uncomfortable yet wonderful boat 🙂

Point of Fashion: Physio might want me to do physical stuff. Turned out she didn’t, but that was what I was thinking when I dressed.
Current Obsession: Holidays are almost over and I have lots of things I wanted to do, but I think I’ll just read another book and have another long bath.

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Hope for Vegetables

I’ve been wanting a garden for a while. A few things have influenced this.

1) teaching a Horticulture unit 3 years ago. Seeds germinated and grew in much less than perfect conditions. We managed to grow beans in pots! If we managed to do that, I can grow veges.

2) There are teenagers nowadays who don’t know where veges come from, don’t realise that peas grow in pods. It’s a horrifying idea to me. I want to have a garden so that I can share it with others.

3) I find it a really fun thing to pick fruits and veges and eat them. I find it really fun to share that with little kids too. Especially sugar snap peas and cherry tomatoes, things you can eat straight away.

4) I’m inspired by the vege gardens of others. I want a piece of that action!

So, my Mum and cousin Cool came over and cleared out an area. Then Beau and I went shopping and bought a whole bunch of seedlings 🙂 Then he, Ants, Mum and Cool planted them (I was weeding).
– money maker tomatoes
– cherry tomatoes
– yellow tomatoes
– sugar snap peas
– dwarf beans
– beetroot (I want to see if I like them more fresh)
– a zuchinni
– an apple cucumber (it looked so cute!)
– a cape gooseberry (I love their little lanterns, quite like the taste too)
– some herbs, (I forget which ones, plus Mum and Cool added some others, including Vietnamese Mint!)

I have some carrot seeds I haven’t planted yet, but hopefully will soon. In pots I have garlic, strawberry plants and a couple of orangeberries too.

I’m hopeful that I get something to harvest in a few months. I worry about the cold snap that we’re currently experiencing. However, if some do die, there are a few more things I would like to plant, aubergines and scallopinis. If they don’t die… imagine the ridiculous amount of tomatoes. Omnomnom

Point of Fashion: Visiting work
Current Obsession: Vegetables

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25 weeks down, hopefully a bit less than 15 to go

So, as usual, I’ve been busy and while that always led to a certain amount of tiredness, I’d say that lumping the bump around makes me a more tired than “normal” (read pre-pregnancy/offspring).

Mid last week I had a bit of a freak out over how life will not be normal for a long time, if ever again. I can expect years of tiredness. *Years*. My body will not be the way it was before. I will always have this other person who is dependant on me.

Freakout, caused by life and tiredness, may have led to some weeping. Then I told myself to harden up and go to bed early. I have made life choices and I am pleased with them. If I wasn’t pregnant I’d be upset over that! I can be a silly Giffy indeed. Getting 9 hours that night definitely helped.

25 week pregnancy whine:
Sweets is taking up a whole bunch of room. I’ve become unweildy and can’t squeeze past people in doorways, I got stuck trying to walk between 2 cars in the staff carpark, wing mirrors defied me! Rolling over in bed has become a big effort, but staying in one position is untenable.
Sweets is also taking up room inside me. This makes all aspects of digestion that much harder. Also can lead to me needing the toilet more as Sweets has decided to wriggle *on* my bladder. When I lie on my back my breathing is constricted. People keep looking at me and saying “not long now” as my belly is round and proud I look quite far along to some, but I’m only 25 weeks. I’m not even 2/3 of the way through! I know I want Sweets out before Christmas, but not this much before Christmas. I’ve also started to get some pain in my pelvis and lower back.

25 week pregnancy bliss:
My wiggly baby just cheers me up. Also, Sweets is quite a good little show pony and will often wiggle when people I love are wanting to feel it. What a good baby 🙂 My belly is growing in such a way that it is a very *pregnant* shape. This is very satisfying to me. My mum says she grew out the same way 🙂 My students are very interested and caring. It’s quite fun being at work.
I also can’t believe how many things I am being gifted and lent. My MiL is weaving us a basinette/basket of flax and my Mum is tackling a lacy knitted blanket! I feel so blessed and loved. I’m sure it isn’t all pregnancy hormones 😉
I have much more energy than I did at earlier stages in the pregnancy and while moving is harder, once I do get moving, I enjoy it. eg on Sunday I walked to the shops to meet Beau et al after church and then we went to the zoo. That day with much walking around I felt better and slept better than any other day of the week. I really must try to exercise more. Swimming and walking are both good. Pregnancy yoga, which was too easy at 17 weeks is now something I really look forward too.

Hopefully I’ll manage a post in the next while with no mention of pregnancy in it. It could happen! I def have food stuff to blog about. I even took some pictures.

Point of Fashion: Blobby
Current Obsession: Baby shower. I had an anxiety dream about it the other night. I didn’t say it was a positive obsession.

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Technology, you are mine once again

Ahh, we have the internet at home once more 🙂 Well, we actually always had it, but we went over our plan cap and were having to pay per gig. Brrr. How could we not know that in NZ the gig cap is based on download and *upload* traffic???

Anyway, I have my sweet ‘net once again and that mistake will not be happening once more and anyone want to watch some Never Mind the Buzzcocks?

In other technological news, I had my(our?) “20 week” scan a few weeks ago at 19wk 4days and we got to see our Sweets again. Oh, that little wriggler was moving and wiggling around much to the entertainment of all. By “we” and “all” I mean me, Beau, my Mum (soon to be Yai!), my cousin (who was my nanny as a baby) and my youngest sister, Bambi. As Mum once said, it’s not just *your* baby.

Anyhoo, getting to see the baby is awesome. My mum gets all emotional and it’s kind of amazing that this service, which is considered so normal now wasn’t available for her.

Point of Fashion: Maternity Work Wear
Current Obsession: Whoops, I meant to send this two weeks ago!

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When you get lemons, make lemonade

I do and it is seriously awesome. Well, I make lemon cordial and use that to make lemonade. It’s all good.

I can’t remember the first time I made lemon cordial. I know I made it with my Granny though. Lots of my first cooking experiences were with Granny. All that I can recall were sweet. Ah, sweet tooth, though art inherited 😉

Anyhoo, my recent making of lemon cordial was triggered by the birthdays of two wonderful women that I know. I had know idea what to get them, but I wanted to get them each something and since they are both people who appreciate handmade gifts, they got lemon cordial. I collect and save glass bottles ’cause presentation is important, plus, my cordial deserves to be in clear, colourless glass, so you can appreciate the natural colour and the beauty of the lemon zest suspended in the syrup.

My cordial is also extra special, because the lemons I use to make it are never bought. They are gifted to me by people with lovely mature lemon trees. This means the lemons used are not only organic (no one I know sprays their lemons) but also local. Nice 🙂

I’m not giving you my recipe, although it’s easy to find equivalents online, but the ingredients listed in order of mass are:
sugar, water, lemons (juice and zest), food acids (citric and tartaric) and love (it’s not last because it’s least important, but ’cause it’s weightless).

I was concerned about the large amount of sugar, but I calculated it, and since you dilute it about 1:10 in water when you make it up, it ends up with significantly less than coke or sprite, just in case you were worried 😉

I’ll take a photo of it sometime, otherwise, feel free to come over and try the real thing, on hot days mix with cold water, on cool days with hot. Both ways it makes me feel good 🙂

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Trying that knitting thing, again

So, a few years ago, I kinda got into knitting. Not enough to make anything big, but I totally ruled at garter knit scarves made out of fluffy wool. I also managed at least one beanie and a pair of fingerless gloves. I bought wool, needles and TWO books on knitting (the stitch and bitch ones) and then I went on a family road trip.

Nothing bad happened on that trip, it’s just that it involved us stopping at the Wool Company, you may know it, it’s a big wool store just south of Taihape. There my Mum saw this beautiful merino wool (she chose seaweed), and I said I’d make her a scarf from it.

Still ok, it’s just that when I went to start the actual knitting, I’d decided I was better than plain garter stitch. I needed a bigger challenge than knit, knit, knit. I wanted to learn a new knitting skill! So I looked in my knitting book and decided to make this crazy wavey scarf that had me increasing every second row for like 10 rows and then decreasing the next 10 and then increasing and then decreasing and at no time could I switch off and chat to a buddy or listen to the radio or half watch a tv program. No, every second that I spent on this thing I had to be fully focussed on the knitting. I had to know which row I was on and how far through each row I was and I was always counting, counting. I spend over 5 unenjoyable hours on this thing before I decided I need a break from it.

This partially done scarf (I’d done maybe a third?) hung over me for about 3 years. I couldn’t bring myself to start working on it again, it was the antithesis of fun, but then I couldn’t start another knitting project because I really should work on the scarf. Afterall, it was for Mum. So while I knew that I could knit, and even kinda considered myself to be a knitter, I didn’t knit. At all. Until now.

A friend of mine, who knew that I could knit, but was otherwise unaware of my knitting past invited me to join her in the Knit-a-thon. A yearly project organised by Crafty m.e. (a Wellington based craft company specialising in baby quilts). This year, the aim of the knit-a-thon is to get people knitting for (and to raise awareness of) the Neonatal Trust. Crafty m.e. put up a pattern for little booties and a little beanie and we got knitting.

Nothing like a good cause and a bit of peer pressure to get one working again. I bought new *baby* wool, found my tiny needles and got to work. Two booties were made up fairly quickly and then I got to the beanie. Casting on, knitting, knitting 2 together and binding off (magical words to the unin-knit-iated) were things that my hands still remembered. I just needed a bit of reminding and off I went. My booties had knitted up quite large, so I decided to make one of the bigger beanies, which meant casting on 90 (tiny) stitches and then doing a 2x2rib. ZOMG.

I tried this three times. Knit, knit, purl, purl, I couldn’t complete 2 rows before I would realise I’d made an error and I didn’t know where. I’m sure this wasn’t helped by the fact that I started my attempts after 9pm at night. I decided I needed to practice my ribbing on bigger needles and with less stitches. I decided to unpick the insane scarf of doom and start again, this time in rib stitch.

Good decision. I really needed to restart/remake that baby. I was never going to get up the courage to spend hours and hours of horrific concentration on that thing. I’m not the fasted rib knitter ever, but I’m ok and I can do other things (talk, kinda watch tv, listen to music) at the same time. It just keeps my hands busy. So I don’t mind that it’s taking me a while to do it, it’s that much more enjoyable.

If there’s a moral, I guess it’s that sometimes, when things aren’t working, you need to leave them alone for a while and then find a new way of tackling the problem.

Gosh, my Mum might actually get this scarf before the weather turns warm! Time to get back to work. Craft day, anyone?

Point of Fashion: lounging
Current Obsession: Conquering the scarf!

PS, I honestly think this scarf looks better in rib stitch

Provisional Membership

I am currently a provisional member in a club. It’s one with a long family tradition in *every* family, so you’d think maybe anyone could get in. You’d be wrong. No men allowed! Although there is a Man’s Auxillary. After that, the membership criteria can get a bit funny.

At one end are women desperate to get in, filling in forms, jumping through hoops, dieting, visiting doctors, yelling at their partners that it is their fault. There are also those who sadly, may have had club membership forced upon them. As well as teenage girls who carelessly applied, some who regret it. However, it’s a bit like certain religious organisations, once you join this club, you’re a member for life.

I am talking about that great sorority, Motherhood.

As stated above, I’m only a provisional member, I don’t have that symbol of full Mother status, namely a child. I do however, have a steadily ballooning middle section. It’s not that impressive yet, I mean, it feels huge to me, because my tummy has never been this big, but objectively, I looked at myself sideways in a mirror, and it isn’t that big. Nevertheless, it’s a sign that (all going well, fingers crossed and not even truly daring to think of the alternative) I shall be a mother before the year is out. Preferably before Christmas.

Point of Fashion: PJs
Current Obsession: I was going to write more, but knitting!!

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So, I’ve moved

I really can’t deny it anymore, because I am so well moved that I have started working again. Le sigh. I managed to get some time off between moving and working, mainly due to Beau also being at home for a few days. It was pretty much awesome to be hanging out with him.

It’s funny, because in some ways, I’ve moved to end up back in the same place. I’m back working in the same place I was at and back in the same house I was in. We’re even back in the same bedroom we were in before. There are definite changes though. For one thing, the house is now my and Beau’s house, whereas before it was my and Muggle’s house and our flat, I guess. There is still stuff we want to do around the house, eg electrician still needs to come and do a bunch of rewiring (and repair our oven), builder still needs to come and fix up the kitchen ceiling, insulation needs to be sourced and sorted, and I personally need to do some potting and planting (garlic, strawberries and orangeberries). I do think though, that when you come into our house, you feel the difference between it now, being owned and lived in by a couple versus to then, when it was owned and lived in by sisters (plus various friends and lovers). It’s nice that there is a definite difference.

I’m back at work, but this time I’m not planning to save and then stop work to go overseas. I’m planning to save and then stop work to have a baby. Being pregnant is a pretty big change and getting bigger each day, it feels like. It’s quite fun going back to the old work place. There is some new staff and many new students, but enough remember me (and fondly) that I feel really welcome. In some ways I feel sorry for the “new” staff. Who *is* this person who has come waltzing in and seems to know everyone? But then, I’m used to being that person after going away to Uni and coming back to hang out with my highschool friends. Various “new” friends have commented on the oddness of it.

Anyhoo, I guess we should probably have a house warming sometime, especially while it is so cold. It’s just, we’ve spent so much time tidying the place up, I don’t really want a large group of people coming and messing it up (I have a big hate against finding beer bottle caps tucked around the place later on). I’m sure I’ll get over it soon. Maybe when I’ve managed to get a sewing desk and tidied up the spare room. Still weeks away no doubt.
Oh yeah, and I have a new blog. It’s like the old blog, but you know, new 🙂

Point of Fashion: Comfy, Comfy work pants
Current Obsession: Being warm, did I mention I got a new duvet? So good.

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